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Novelist Flannery O’Connor once suggested in a letter she wrote to a young friend, there is no such thing as belief without doubt or struggle.
I think the experience of losing your faith, or of having lost it, is an experience that in the long run belongs to faith; or at least it can belong to faith if faith is still valuable to you, and it must be or you would not have written me about this.
I don’t know how the kind of faith required of a Christian living today can be at all if it is not grounded on this experience that you are having right now of unbelief. Peter said, “Lord, I believe. Help my unbelief.” It is the most natural and most human and most agonizing prayer in the gospels, and I think it is the foundation prayer of faith.